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[11 Dec 2005|08:03pm]

wow.

 

 

i forgot about lj

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[10 Oct 2005|07:30pm]
it doesn't matter who dumped who or why.
whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.
not because we're not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
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[18 Jun 2005|12:52pm]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL!!!

 

only 3 more school days bitchesss!

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[07 Jun 2005|04:20pm]
happy birthday nickkkkkkkk!! <3
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[19 May 2005|09:01pm]

theres no one in the world like emily )

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[16 May 2005|09:26pm]
[ music | from first to last- emily ]

so my aunt's always offered me to stay in orange county with her during the summer and i think im going to do it for sure this summer. i can work part time at her surf shop and then i can take my summer school classes out there and hang out near the beach and just get away. my parents said its fine and id get to come back like on weekends on the train to visit and i can have you guys come visit me too. its kind of weird to think about being gone all summer but i think its going to be a really good thing.

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[13 May 2005|07:37pm]

so lately when we fight and you sit there and say stuff like you're going to kill yourself or  showing me a bottle full of vodka saying you are going to drink yourself to death.

 

but this time i got scared and took it seriously...and i said something to try to stop it. oh but then you say things would have been just fine if i didnt say anything? sorry but i dont think things would have been better if i sat there and watched an ambulance take you to the hospital again.

you say you dont want to tlak to me now anymore and that its over for good. well then its my fault i got scared and cared, but i just want you to know that you meant everything to me and ill never forget the year i spent with you.

</3

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[12 Apr 2005|06:57pm]

 

wow today was so much fun.  i hope your momma doesnt kick your ass.

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[04 Apr 2005|06:06pm]
[ music | artists rendering of me- ptw ]

this is for every girl i know: today i was outside of 7-11 and this guy like comes up to me and asks me how far it is to devonshire..which right away was kind of creepy. so i was just like uhhh no sorry im not really good with directions and then like i was sitting agaisnt the wall and then like he walks closer and tries to sit next to meand hes like my names...(i forget) and sticks out his hand and i was like uhh i dont realy want to tlak to you so like i get up and he like is like oh you dont know how? and i was like uhh and i got out my phone and called anthony and i went inside and the creep was like there for a sec and was like oh i didnt mean to freak you out and i was like ohh....uh huh and then hes like......so are you just coming from school or soemthing? FUCKING CREEP. so i walk away and like ignore him and then he left and got in this truck so then i went back to anthonys house. so then i walk to fosters to wait for my mom and get a drink and im sitting at this table outside and what the fuck i see this truck and it drives all slow into the parking lot and then like stops rights next to me and it was the same fucking perv! so i got up and i ran to the front of fostersand i call anthony totally scared and the loser like drove off all fast in his stupid white truck fucking trailor trash loser.so then anthony and his dad come in like 30 sec and like then my mom came and yeah...it was really creepy guys.im never walking anywhere alone again and i wont let any of my friends either seriously it was so scary but i have to thank my boyfriend for being there for me and coming when i was scared i love you

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[27 Mar 2005|11:46am]
[ music | botchla ]

ahh its so good to be back. anthony and i worked everything out and its better again <3. friday night at the cobalt + me = going to pretend it never happened. ew i dont want to go back to school tomorrow but whatever happy easter to everyone and i hope everyones break was as fucking fun as mine

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[20 Mar 2005|10:44pm]

hey im still in cabo with my hunny bun lisette having the BEST time ever. im so happy im here. i just wanted to say hi to eveyone and ill see you all when i get back but we have to go swimmming right now  and have some fun

LOVE YOU GUYS

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[13 Mar 2005|08:37pm]

I'll fantisize of leading many and leaving us behind.
In your eyes, you were the one that tried.

 

 

no this time you were the one who DIDNT try.


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[19 Feb 2005|05:38pm]
[ music | senses fail- buried a lie ]

words cant even describe how loww i feel right now.everything was a lie.it all meant nothing. all those i love you's were bullshit. all those i want to be with you's were bullshit. all those you mean the world to me's were bullshit. all those we'll be together forever's were bullshit. all those i dont know what id do without you's were bullshit.

 

so now lets see what you're really going to do without me.

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[17 Feb 2005|09:31pm]

I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN AT THE MALL WITH THAT GIRL BRITTNEY TOMORROW NIGHT ANTHONY.

 

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[09 Feb 2005|09:23pm]
[ music | figure it out ]

Gray chairs cold but here for me
thankfully I don't miss your skin
or the way that you always have something to say
lose myself in you
cut it into you
with my rusty fingers
what I'd do for one more day
without you
I'm leaving again on metal heart breaker
all I wanted to say was
fuck you
miles away but you still seem to be here
I never took your eyes out of my bag

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[05 Feb 2005|05:08pm]
[ music | it dies today ]

okay guys i need ideas for what to do for my birthday.... COMMENT an idea

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[22 Jan 2005|08:52am]
[ mood | loved ]

yesterday was my 9 month

 

i love you babe!

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[17 Jan 2005|08:18pm]
[ music | snow snow snow ]

so this weekend i had a lot of fun. on saturday i went to the LA auto show with anthony and i found my car....the maybach. and its only like 400,000. one day haha and then i sat under this huge truck and saw a million cars that looked the same after a while. so then sunday i went to my cabin with my family and anthony and we hung out and went sledding. it was fun. i know you're real jealous right about now. then we got cold and wet and we watched movies and ate and all that happy things you do with people you love. so anthony and i were on the 2nd floor and we thought we heard ghosts and got really scared but finally we fell asleep.then today we woke up and went snowboarding. *sticks toungue out*

i love 3 day weekends

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soccer bitches are so cool [12 Jan 2005|07:28pm]
[ music | bubble.pop.electric ]

i dont think ears should have huge garage doors on them...you know what i mean lisette

 

we lost to taft today .damn. but i had fun with everyone and aww i remembered how much i miss hanging out with my love crystal.oh yeah and sawyer i love your uggs.....yeah she has them just so all of you know

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[23 Dec 2004|07:01pm]
[ music | horns and tails ]

the last couple of days have been so much fun. the 21st was my 8 month anniversary...i love my anthony.he got me a necklace and its so cute hes so sweet i love him so much. i saw jessycka at costco tat stoker following me everywhere lol . yesterday i picked crystal up and we hung out at my house and went to fashion square. we looked so hot in all those clothes and we decided we are going to work at kids abercrombie when we're 17. then around ohhhh 6ish we picked up liestte and went to baskin robins near crystals house and met aaron, kasee,kelli, matt, and casey and then for our present crystal got us underwear and ice cream. i <3 you crystal thank you hun. then we walked to her house and met garrett and we were all wearing our awesome panties. so then we are hanging out and sawyer and her friend melanie came and we opened up the water bottles.......hah yeahhhh which were of course full of WATER and then we all decided whos butt was better and whos boobs we wanted...LISETTES...so we had to feel them just to make sure. lol so then we all played dress up and just hung out messing around then i got all pretty and anthony picked me up and we went to see a movie but we wound up at mcdonalds and his house and we fell asleep <3 so today i went to the mall and went out to lunch with anthony and took him home so he could go to work. ha i just have to say i love all my friends and this break has been a ton of fun thanks to my super sexy friends

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